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Jadyte991
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Name: Li
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 9/13/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance, music from every corner of this earth, watching basketball, tennis, and euroleague soccer, driving the go carts at celebration station, watching random movies, making random movies, going to concerts, walking on the streets of new york
Expertise: ALL good music, films, and cuisine. and being an east coast badass on the other side of the country. plus, i can play the cowbell.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Film Production
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
6/30/2003
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| (is anyone listening?)hello? | | |
| tales from the gravetis been awhile since i've written in here. and a lot has changed.
right now i'm at work here at afi, back from lunch. i'm shoot my short this monday, editing it to screen for thursday. yikes.
recently a guy i worked on a short with offered me a full-time PA position on grey's anatomy, where he works. it was totally flattering, but i turned it down because of school. but nice to know i'm not totally without a life line.
290 is really stressful, but i am loving my writing class. my marketing prof has a insecurity problem and i'm making a huge ceramic "interpretation" of my head, yes my head, in my INTRO to ceramics class. woot.
i'm seeing someone i feel pretty comfortable with, but i think i'm unable to be happy for long periods of time in relationships in general. maybe that's normal. maybe i'm crazy fucked up. i don't know.
anyhoo, i hope to go to new york in november (autumn in ny = heaven) and possible monte carlo for a film fest that the dalai lama doc got into.
i'm pretty tired, going to see a beirut instore performance next and then seeing wes's new movie. two men i like - zack condon and wes anderson.
and oh, lust caution was absolutely beautiful. go see it for yourself.
love always,
li | | |
| 12:51i miss the old me.
i hate writing about writing. school needs to be over now. all i wanna do is go home and sleep.
remember junior year? listen to 12:51. i miss that feeling. goddammit, i miss it so much it hurts my head.
need sleep. need clarity. need....... ah well. you know.
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| but tonight i'm on my wayoh ben kweller, who knew you that you'd get me so well? my apartment from on my way says it all.
haha anyway I AM FREEEE!!!
in the past week i have:
shot a spec basketball commercial for spalding on friday that i produced, ADed, and did MAKEUP on ;)
ADed on my friend kee's music video which shot from 4 pm to around 6 am on both saturday and sunday.
wrote a midterm paper for my hist of international cinema class that ended up to be 7 pages long about 'the marriage of maria braun' and 'bicycle thieves'
wrote a paper for my russian short stories class that compared chekhov's Verotchka to tolstoy's After the Ball.
last night was the first time i had time to sleep since thursday. it was a 2 hour nap. woo.
and on thursday.......... I WILL BE IN AUSTIN. sxsw, the bestest friends ever, music mania, and that sweet sweet austin air... i am very excited.
life is just rushin at me so fast that my head's spinnin round n round. the only reason i'm up now is that i have to type up my notes from the music video shoot for Minipop (check the band out!) and i had a story idea. yep folks, its one of those nights.
and i've been thinkin,
i don't wanna let this industry change me into someone i'll despise. god, to be an honest, good natured, caring individual in the film business is just plain hard to do. and i don't want to be one of those people who have an "on set" personality and their real one. how tiring, and how sad.
people have forgot how to be people in this town. but i'll be ok in my apartment in the city where the sidewalks know my face.
and liz, you are the closest thing i have to meeting mr. allen. send him my undying love.
300 this week!!!!!!!! | | |
| seems like old timesannie hall was on tv.
and now i'm all f*ed up in the head. nothing really makes sense, and i'm in such a flurry so it's like i'm making it that way.
do we really just go through it because we need the eggs?
the past few months have been really weird. i suddenly feel so old and jaded about a lot of things, and i'm so busy with keeping my goals afloat that i'm struggling to catch my breath.
i've imagined everything so differently. when you were a kid, did you ever think about how you would be when you turned 20? and now, how does that compare?
woody was looking me in the eyes and telling me to make things perfect in art because it's impossible to do in real life. and i believe him.
all i can hold on to is an island sinking into the sea. | | |
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